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Saturday, 11 November 2006

Myself

Am i a murderer for killing you in my mind
Am i foolish for needing you all the time
was giving my heart to you really such a crime..

I'll bleed from my chest if yes
if no.. then i still cant cope

I dont know life and it doesnt know me
am i really that weak

Are my eyes so blind that i still cant see
see what your doing to me

You've lost the key to me yet you still open me up somehow
but you really need to get out of my head now

I dont know how much of this i can take
i should consider stopping for my sake..

Im responsible for my actions
im the only person who can attack them..

They've done their best and attacked me
now its time to leave..


Posted by sickozep at 6:58 PM GMT

Indecisive

Im strong
so i move on..

and even though your long gone
life does still move on

did you care..
do you realise im alone here

did you cry
did you know i question my life..

I do to him, what you do to me
I never knew i could be this weak

Alone..
thats how you've made it
before i was to petrified to even say it

Back then i felt this small
and now..
your love means nothing at all


Posted by sickozep at 6:51 PM GMT
Updated: Saturday, 11 November 2006 8:44 PM GMT

They..

They dont know that im hurt
they dont know what they deserve

They dont know im dead
they think im happy instead

They look after themselves
they live happy, whilst i cry for help

They think im alive and well
however im trapped in this shell

Im so ignorant so i just cut myself

Dont feel guilty im sorry..
im not suicidel anymore dont worry!


Posted by sickozep at 6:43 PM GMT

Hate

Sitting at the edge ready to leave

I feel abit down this week
this month
this year

No hope just fear

18, more wise
better at life

you laugh
but i cry

your wrong thats why

i wish you could see the sad face under my smile
i wish when it came to love, you wasnt in denial
i wish you could feel the sharp pain my heart feels

i hope you know how much it kills..

I should never have taken the chance
Due to more times then a million i hate that we romanced..


Posted by sickozep at 6:30 PM GMT
Updated: Saturday, 11 November 2006 6:43 PM GMT

The sound..

The sound of the piano
beauty to my ears

The sound its so mellow
especially when your near..

The sea rubbing against us
the sand feels so soft

lets get deeper, because i wont get enough..

The sound of that flute
The sun rises with me and you..

Theres always more with you
more you do

Your touch i want
your lips i love
someday we'll come as one

The sound of the wind
our feelings deep within

your voice i adore
i'd sacrafice life to hear you once more

A sound so sweet..

I can always imagine
that these sounds in our life will always happen


Posted by sickozep at 6:17 PM GMT
Updated: Saturday, 11 November 2006 6:28 PM GMT

Ignorance

Scared of change
but change takes place
again i'd go down that path just to see your face

i dont cry anymore
instead i ignore..

ignore what i feel, ignore what i see
ignore the fact that im me

im still in this dark place
i've still got demons to face
i need guidance in this case..

whatever you do it comes back to you
whatever you feel, it isnt real
and whatever they say just ignore it for today

Ignorance is bliss theres always a way


Posted by sickozep at 6:01 PM GMT
Updated: Wednesday, 2 July 2008 3:19 PM BST

Thursday, 9 November 2006

Imperfection

Dark sky
fresh air

so comfortable as we lay there..
as we lay bare

So beautiful, it never shows
a beauty that we only know..

A passion on its own..
me and you alone

An imperfection i love
An imperfection i'll never get sick of


Posted by sickozep at 10:21 PM GMT
Updated: Saturday, 11 November 2006 8:48 PM GMT

I wish

I wish i could go back
if my heart was going to break
i wish i would have known that

Its 4am and i cant sleep
I look outside, but its too dark to see

Story of my life, everythings dark
no peace or light with me and you apart..

feeling angry, so i laugh..

Why do i feel like this, why is it you i miss
Why do you hold me back, why do i feel like that

Why are you there..
Why cant you be over here

Why is it me only
Why dont you love me..


Posted by sickozep at 10:15 PM GMT
Updated: Thursday, 9 November 2006 10:18 PM GMT

Monday, 23 October 2006

Always
Tick will always tock
and my heart will always lock
That man will always shout at me
Im numb, so i put glass in my feet..

Just one night i'd like to see him again
kiss him and be more than his friend
treasure him forever..
I then wake up to the reality that we'll never be together

I thought i was cured
I thought i was better

Aware of my surroundings, i know im clever..
heavy as a building, light as a feather
thunder and rain, sunny weather

The second part is my aim..
even though i've lived through this pain

you could easily hurt me again.


Posted by sickozep at 6:04 PM BST
Updated: Wednesday, 2 July 2008 3:21 PM BST

Friday, 19 May 2006

Ecstasy
I close my eyes
im sailing..
Never knew i was so creative
In this crazy world Your eyes are amazing..

Im in a fantasy where im glad to be me
Soft lips and my hair is so sweet..

I lay on my bed sheets, im very much alive
Thinking about the day when your finally mine..

From over here i can hear your heart beat..

I stroke my hair.. and take your hands so you can stroke me there..

Your beautiful, and i can taste the ecstacy just by thinking of you.

Your scent is more then fresh air
Touch me there

Your body on top of mine..
This fantasy can go on all night..


Posted by sickozep at 5:44 PM BST

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